simply me.....

9th April 2012

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holy purple twinkies

i havnt been on here in soooooo long! anywayssssss  i cant wait for this summer and i cant wait to lose weight and get my other tattoo<3 hahahahaahaaaaaa

28th October 2011

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this is the end

i dont regret alot….in fact i dont regret much of anything, since that is the reason i am who i am today, but the few things i do regret: letting u walk back into my life, and walk out with my heart.

dont think this hurts me, dont think i dont wanna break apart and cry myself alseep, dont think im still checking my phone every 2 min to see if u replied…..

but dont think imma sit around while u break my heart, or say u care one min yet…the next min you dont give a shit….

so, this my friend is good bye, one that this time will be forever, and just no that im sorry, and i loved you from day one, but this is for the better….if im strong enough to do this, i am strong enough to do anything….and i hope u can see that…

i hope you live a great life and one full of joy, and i hope u become something great one day, and i no you would say the same back to me, i hope u find ur “it” girl who will make you the happiest person in the world and i hope u have a beautiful family.

so i guess its time. goodbye

27th October 2011

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Idkk shit i think abouttt….

…..if i were to have kids….i think i have their names picked out alreadyy….. Just saying theyyy are: Allyanna Paige David (davis in hebrew) Landen Elliot Benjermine Marcus

Yuppp….there adorablee, and i wish my name was that pretty, soo my kids will get themm :)

Its funny, how when ur sick or ur in trouble, how u thought u had sooooo many friends to see exactly how many come to ur aid…..yuppp, mine is 2-100…..ohh n just a random fact when u tell someone u dont love them “yet”….please dont bother even puting yet, u dont love them then u wont later and ur only opening up room for misunderstanding…..there for just leaving one more heart broken3

6th October 2011

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school….

it will be the death of me…and i can say this with a full understanding that its completly truee…… i have 3 exams 1 quiz, 4 journals, and a paper due next week….and u no what i didnt even get the chancce to put it off….i didnt even say..ill come back to it later…nope its all been assigned within the last 2 hours….but i feel like i should get use to this shit only because i am going to be school for about 8 years for a carrer that isnt even promised after completion….. how about thos cookies…i…my sir am truly getting fucked in the ass with a very spiked bat <3

ohhh and i startedd weight watchers today…this should be fun….and the guy who i completly love is coming up this weekend….but idk i feel different about this time…i feel as if im not gonna let me gaurd down and he will get mad that i wond open up ohh well….

and another thing while im just going about to waist time before class without spending money becuz im broke….(slighlty forgot what i was gonna say……ohh! lightbulb) i was going through some old crap….and i found a picture i printed out of a wedding dress i fell in love with years…and i mean years ago….geee im happy to have found that…well i just remembered that i have english homework…..buhhhh byee

20th September 2011

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life is moving so fast and its great it really is but is it moving so fast to the point where im missing out on the little things in life????

this past weekend i spent it with my parents and my grandpa and i cant even count how many times my father refered to him dying in 5 years….and maybe thats my motivation for life to just hurry up…yea no??? i want him there to walk me down the isle and to hold his grandchild and i wanna see him tear up and i want my future husband to ask for his permission….and all while i was up north and i had a feeling like…ya no what…im strong..and i could do this…i can do it now…and although i still feel that i would be able to handle the student job mom wife role i feel as if im cutting my life short….and sometimes i feel like i forget my true age and i lose sight of what people do at my age…and my hunger for success is to strong that i wanna do it now and be the freaking best…. i feel great about my life, i have parents who love me, and kinda sorta boyfriend (working on that lol), a hampster, a full time job, im a full time student, i own my own home, i have money that i earned saved up, im getting a car loan and buying a new car by december, i already started christmas shopping (fail) and now…well i want more…..

ohh well good things come to those who wait…right? neways i feel better now that i got that out…soo bye

15th September 2011

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10 things….

….that piss me off… 1. U 2 rolly back packs…lazy fucks pick it up -_- 3.people… 4.bitches… 5.u 6. Ppl who blame me for the reason were not talking…cells phones go 2 ways believe it or not… 7. Life… 8. The cold 9. Lazy fucks who complain about being over weight n dont do shit about it… 10. School…exams….homework…the cost…the kid in the back of my psych class who doesnt stfu..and you..if i didnt mention that alreadyy…

I hate ppl who lie to me to keep me from getting hurt when in reality ur lie will hurt me far more then the truth….

Quotes i like… Nobody can make u feel inferior without ur consent…

Right the hell on…thats where its at E.R. :) loll

U noo what…i started doing dumb ass shit becuz i cann and becuz i only live once…i drink when i party not all the time but most of it…ive smoked cigs before but u no what i dont regret anything…i dont pop pills…soo fuckk u n the worldd